I think, I think when it's all over it just comes back in flashes, You know? It's like a kaleidoscope of memories which all comes back. . .but he never does. I think a part of me knew the second i saw him that this would happen.It's not really anything he said or anything he did. It was the feeling that came along with it, and crazy thing I don't know if I'm ever going to feel that way again, but I don't if i should. I knew his world moved to fast and burned to bright but, I just thought how could the devil be pulling you toward someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you? Maybe he knew that when he saw me.I guess I just lost my balance I think the worst part of it all wasn't losing him. . .it was losing me.